Disenchant 2005 Dilemma (Demo)

Disenchant

Dilemma (Demo)

2005

01 Dilemma
02 Confusion
03 Aggression
04 Gray Tomorrow


DİLEMMA

Maybe this long road we take
Will lead us nowhere but pain
Maybe life would await us
Beyond a cold dawning day

And I suffered long lies
The guilt of two lives
Caused tears in blue eyes
Meant to fade the skies

And we severed our lives
Said our last goodbyes
Disenchant(ed) the life's only gift

I have been forced to feel
Things I'm afraid to show
I knew this curse was real
Since the day I was born

Now when I look at you
Now when I see you smile
In everything you do
I see you dying

The skies will always cry
And it's hard to say goodbye
But i swear i'll try

I'll never let you die
I know the curse is not real
Now when I look at you
I see you smiling


CONFUSION

Now I remember her with a sad smile
She's gone without a goodbye
Innocence was so young and fragile
But not strong enough to save her

We've shared enough to remember
Mourning tears and happy years
With her faithful tempting laughter
We were strong together against our fears

"She lives inside me
Yet she's dead for the eye
It is I who could at least try
It is I who want to live with the dead
Buried inside my skin she's not dead, not yet..."

Someone told me it's time to move on
Now she's just some dust and bone
They said it's time to let her go
It's not the time to cry - I'll keep her deep inside
It's time to move on - And I'll try
Someone told me everyone dies alone
Buried guilt inside I stand alone

"Hard to confess - I can barely think
Hard to speak - It's so sacred
I can't just live with this pain
It's hard to fill the void

How could I breathe? - Hard to resist this
How could I try? - To try is not enough
I don't know what to do this time
How could I move on?"

I know i can make it through this time
*So you're on your way to take your second life
I have no blood of her in my hands
*But you have a curse that kills your chance
I have my plans to go on
*How could you?When you're damned. She's already dead...

"It's so cold
Love hurts
So I will close my eyes"

Someone told me it's hard to move on
Now I'm just a man alone
They said it's not my time to go
It's not my time to cry - I'll keep her deep inside
It's hard to move on - I won't try
Someone told me everyone dies alone
Worried mind inside I stand alone


AGGRESSION

In your arms I am
It's where I find comfort
Sleeping thoughtless there
I feel the darkness fading

Then it's back again
It's been there for sometime
Your loving eyes can't stare
Into the death I'm waiting

I've been running for so long
And still you hold me tight it's so unfair
Just when I think I'm free
Somehow I find myself back in your arms

Still I wonder
Still I void the fact I love you
Still I question god to find the truth

I wonder if somewhere exists the one I need
The suspect, the reason for making life so hard
When I said I need his guidance to move on to this dream
He was silent with a cold stare and he never really cared

Is it really too late to love
I said I love you so much
Is it really too hard to believe the fact I found the courage

Maybe I'm the one to blame
But here I'm down on my knees
I have desperate feelings to share my fire with you

I've been running for so long
And still you hold me tight it's so unfair
Just when I think I'm free
Somehow I find myself back in your arms

Still I wonder
Still I void the fact I love you
Still I question god to find the truth

I wonder if somewhere exists the one I need
The suspect, the reason for making life so hard
When I said I need his guidance to move on to this dream
He was silent with a cold stare and he never really cared

"I wonder if somewhere exists the one I need
The suspect, the reason for making life so hard
When I said I need his guidance to move on to this dream
He was silent with a cold stare and he never really cared
Maybe i'm the one to blame
Well i'm here, before you, weeping on my knees
I've tried to run, to flee, to hide
But still i'm in your arms"

I wonder if somewhere exists the one I need
The suspect, the reason for making life so hard
When I said I need his guidance to move on to this dream
Wounds got deeper, I got stronger and I never really cared, I never really cared...


GRAY TOMORROW

Peace at last in my gray tomorrow
Pictures fade as time flies
I know i can sleep with no dreams of sorrow
To live like a suicide
Is for another

One dream tries to move on
With the guilt inside
Watch your pages burning
Share what you have in your heart

I'm learning to love you
By setting the guilt inside me free
No more will I be torn in two

When i'm with you i am taken from this body
I'm in everyplace i like
I'm lost in your eyes dreaming a kind of lifelong story
A life with your pretty smile
Together to live and die

This dream i've been trying to hold on
With worried mind inside
Watch your pages burning
Rid the sadness off my heart

I'm learning to love you
By setting the guilt inside me free
No more will I be torn in two x 2

The stream i've been trying to hold on
May lead me nowhere but just pain
I'm watching my pages burning
With no feeling left alone

I'm learning to love you
By setting the guilt inside me free
No more will I be torn in two

I'm learning to love you
I'm learning to share this lonely dream
No more will I be torn in two
No more will i be lost